While with Jesus, they’re excited. The disciples believe and they are ready for the Kingdom of God to come. But then Jesus is captured. He’s subjected to a farce of a trial and we find the disciples running for their lives. We find them in hiding. But then a short time later these same men are standing up to the very same Jewish leaders to condemn Jesus to death and are out publicly proclaiming the good news about Jesus.
You know how when you have company coming over to stay you suddenly look around your house and see how dirty and cluttered it is? What might not bother you or your family during the normal routine is suddenly not acceptable when you’re about to have friends or family staying with you. You suddenly go into a furry to clean the house and remove the clutter. Sometimes you look around and you realize you have way more clutter and junk then you need. You realize it’s time to clean house and make more permanent room in your life.
Jesus wants to make you and I truly free. He wants to free me from dependence on what other people think or say or do. He wants me to be free from addiction to money, power or material possessions He wants me to depend on nothing but Him alone. Only then will I be truly free.